So.. I have spent the last week trying to decide how to write this post. I don't know what to say, partially because I still don't know what is going on. I have never been one to do "do-overs" - I figured if you broke up once, there was a reason for it. But, for some reason, I want to give us another chance.
I keep telling myself, against the warnings of my friends, that it was the timing last time around, the situation, more than either one of us. I know neither of us handled things well at all, and I guess I want to think we've both changed over the last six months. All I know is that I like when I am with him.
I don't want to jinx it right now. I don't want to over think or analyze any of it. I just want to be.
