So.. friendship. Relationships are two-way streets, they take work and effort. But, at what point does it go from a healthy amount of working at your relationship to trying to keep something together that shouldn't be? At what point are you trying too hard to maintain something that should just come to a natural end?
Is it the simple fact that you want to be friends that makes it worth the effort? Or is there more to it? How many "weird" encounters does it take before you realize there is no point in getting together again? How many awkward silences, frustrated responses?
I don't really want an answer. I just want to send this cosmic question out into the void. So good night, dear void.
I don't know that I want to give up but I also don't like all the effort being put into something that feels like wasting.